Thursday, May 20, 2010

An Alien Encounter


The "Praying Mantis" for some unknown reason reminds me of an alien. It is one of my favorite creatures that exists on this planet. I was in awe, when to my pleasant surprise this strange looking creature just happened to choose my spider house plant to rest it spiny legs and maybe forage through for a meal. The poor thing would have starve because all it did find was dust.

I was so fortunate to have the opportunity to capture this wonderful creature on film or should I say digital card. I had recently purchased a macro lens and this was the first time I put it to use. I was so excited!!! I had no idea how to use this lens. I was comfortable using my zoom lens where I could stand afar and zoom in on my subject to get a closer look. Well... with this lens, I had to physically move myself closer to my target to get it to appear closer. I am not a big fan of getting close up to insects but I just had to get a shot of this one. It captivated me!

As I was hesitantly getting as close to it as possible, to my surprise it moved around a little almost as if changing poses for me all the while watching me as I was watching it. I was fascinated!!! It seemed fascinated by me! The macro lens allowed me to see it up close and personal. It had two black dots in the middle of it's beautiful round green eyes and how intelligent it looked. It's legs resembled stilts and the colors were soothing earth tones. It seemed to be curious about me too. I clicked away with the camera all the while thinking WOW. I could do this all day!!

It however had other plans... I apparently must have bored the creature. It decided to take flight and fly at me... much to my surprise, because stupid me had no idea that Praying Mantis can fly!!! Dah!! If someone was filming me, I think they would have gotten the better pictures. I screamed, shook my head, ran around the room, and panicked like a little child.... give me a heart attack already. When I came to my senses, all I could do was bust out laughing... Wow, it can fly!! (I learned something new).

When I finally composed myself, I noticed that it landed near a window. For a few moments we just sat there staring at each other once again. I catching my breath and it seemingly amused by what just happened. How I wanted to just keep it in my house for further picture poses but it was telling me it was time to go. I reached up and opened the window and it actually turned and looked at me for a few seconds, as if it was saying I enjoyed our time together and thanks for the entertainment, but now it's time to go, then it turned and flew away. Like I said before, it reminds me of an alien and maybe we were speaking with our minds!!!

Most of the pictures turned out slightly blurry because I didn't realize when using a macro lens, the subject being captured is so magnified that a steady hand is needed. Any movement throws the subject out of focus thus making it blurry.... second lesson learned for that day (use a tripod). I am still in awe of that day and cherish the still moments I have in picture.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

IT BEGINS!!

Well... the pressure is on!!! I have viewed and visited many different blogs for many different reasons and I have always had the urge to start my own, but the fear of it all has kept me from this moment. I am not quite sure why I am creating this... maybe for some inner self worth, maybe for some kind of therapy, or maybe it's the concept of being able to leave some of my thoughts and creativity behind when I depart from this insane place called earth (hopefully it won't be anytime soon!!).

Let's see... my purpose for writing this??? Well???... PURPOSE is a very complex word. I haven't always struggle with my purpose for doing the things I do or with the undeniable question "what is my purpose in life", but as I have gotten older it is a question that is constantly nagging at me and tugging at my shirttail. Why do I do the things I do and make the decisions I make... what is it all for?? Well for right now, this very moment, I feel a need to share with you my passions, my likes and probably my dislikes too.

I am passionate about the AWE in all that surrounds me.... whether it be the good, the bad, or the ugly. I enjoy being in the moment... taking the time to just breath in the moment and to notice and appreciate all that is around me... whether it be the good, the bad, or the ugly... they all must have a PURPOSE!! Good is all around, I just need to take the time to open my eyes to see it.... the bad makes me more passionate about focusing on the good and the ugly, well beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

I like photography... the idea that I can capture a moment in time in a picture... it is just so mind boggling to me!! I feel so fortunate to have the digital technology and capability to share with others through photographs what I see at a specific moment in time... wow it just blows me away every time I think about it!! It's exciting to me!!! I hope to share some of those moments here in my blog.

I dislike the fact that I can't let go of unpleasant memories that I have accumulated from my life experiences... maybe everyone feels the same struggle?? I have learned a lot from most of them and I have become a stronger person for having experienced them, but there is an anger inside that haunts me. Is this a normal reaction or feeling??? I don't know... but right now at this moment, it bugs the you know what out of me!! Hmmm!!! What could this all mean???

Well... my blogging has begun!! I won't promise you anything because I am really not sure where this is all going. I hope to be back soon...