IT BEGINS!!

Well... the pressure is on!!! I have viewed and visited many different blogs for many different reasons and I have always had the urge to start my own, but the fear of it all has kept me from this moment. I am not quite sure why I am creating this... maybe for some inner self worth, maybe for some kind of therapy, or maybe it's the concept of being able to leave some of my thoughts and creativity behind when I depart from this insane place called earth (hopefully it won't be anytime soon!!).

Let's see... my purpose for writing this??? Well???... PURPOSE is a very complex word. I haven't always struggle with my purpose for doing the things I do or with the undeniable question "what is my purpose in life", but as I have gotten older it is a question that is constantly nagging at me and tugging at my shirttail. Why do I do the things I do and make the decisions I make... what is it all for?? Well for right now, this very moment, I feel a need to share with you my passions, my likes and probably my dislikes too.

I am passionate about the AWE in all that surrounds me.... whether it be the good, the bad, or the ugly. I enjoy being in the moment... taking the time to just breath in the moment and to notice and appreciate all that is around me... whether it be the good, the bad, or the ugly... they all must have a PURPOSE!! Good is all around, I just need to take the time to open my eyes to see it.... the bad makes me more passionate about focusing on the good and the ugly, well beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

I like photography... the idea that I can capture a moment in time in a picture... it is just so mind boggling to me!! I feel so fortunate to have the digital technology and capability to share with others through photographs what I see at a specific moment in time... wow it just blows me away every time I think about it!! It's exciting to me!!! I hope to share some of those moments here in my blog.

I dislike the fact that I can't let go of unpleasant memories that I have accumulated from my life experiences... maybe everyone feels the same struggle?? I have learned a lot from most of them and I have become a stronger person for having experienced them, but there is an anger inside that haunts me. Is this a normal reaction or feeling??? I don't know... but right now at this moment, it bugs the you know what out of me!! Hmmm!!! What could this all mean???

Well... my blogging has begun!! I won't promise you anything because I am really not sure where this is all going. I hope to be back soon...